Someone new - a small poem

At least I give you something to talk about with your therapist

always wanted to tick that of my list

to be an inspiration for someone who's not creative but still thinks he can make it

but damn

he is so impatient

At least I give you something to think about

when you’re home alone in your bed trying to fall asleep

but can’t stop thinking about what we had

and I wonder

if you knew

that im laying here under the same stars too

thinking about someone else

but sometimes even you

and then I hate myself for letting you get too close

Cause there’s not a day when I dont say your name

Theres not a week without me calling you up again

No theres no month without you losing your mind cause you can’t figure out what you want

No there is no me without you

it's now just me with someone new

At least you give me something to write about

you’re the only story I keep on telling wherever I go

and I know that you made yourself comfortable inside my brain

and you secretly like it

when I say I hate you but when you ask me why

I can’t explain

Cause you took me by surprise again

Promised there wouldn’t be a goodbye

but then -

Comes the first day when I dont say your name

Comes a week without me calling you up again

And then there’s a month when you’ll have finally figured out what it is that you want

So then there can be a me and there can be a you

without us both losing ourselves in someone new.